One day to go had an awful night last night in terms of nightmares ~ on the plus got my washing done on the line, cleaned the house again (didn’t need it!!) and took myself for a 3mile run whilst my little boy finally decided to sleep in his bed till 7am. Hopefully wipe myself out to get some sleep tonight. Just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has replied and messaged me these three weeks have felt very lonely as only a handful of people know not even my mum not to worry her. Your support has kept me going I will of course update you when I am able to. Take care every single one of you you are all warriors xxx