Well done, Amber. The total raised is amazing. Make sure you rest up today ready for number three! Is that half way for you? 
Morning everyone
Sorry I’ve not been around but I’ve just not been myself, I was very tired all day on Saturday and spent the day sleeping…I didn’t even make it out of bed. Yesterday I was just under the weather, everything tasted metallic i was suffering from constipation. Liquorice not working this time around, and I think I was dehydrated as I hadn’t had much to drink on Saturday, so I upped my liquids back up to 3 litres and started to feel much better mid afternoon. Today the constipation meds have done their job, thankfully, And I feel so much better.
Kim x
Today is not the best day. My 42 year old stepsister has been for her biopsy results today and thy confirmed that she has breast cancer. I feel sick and can’t stop crying, it’s worse than when I got my results. I need to pull myself together before she comes around later this afternoon as she’s frightened enough without me freaking her out. Not sure how my mum will cope with both of us having this at the same time.
Kim x
Hi Kim,
I’m really sorry to hear about your stepsister. I know some of us are suffering physically but I think it may be harder to watch someone you love go through this. I’m sure you’ll be there for each other, which is a great thing.
Hugs,
Roz
KLimos sorry to hear your stepsister has also got BC, hope you can put on your brave face for a few minutes until step get into joint support, then have a cry together to show you understand how she feels, it will probably be a release for both of you.
Good luck to you both and I’m sure your mum will get through supporting you both even though it Weill be hard.
lots of virtual hugs on their way to you both
Kate
x
Fec Cycle 2, Day 14.
Kim i’m so sorry for you, and your stepsister. The shock is going to be tough for her but be encouraged by the thought that she does have you to guide her through the next two weeks of appointments and tests. She will need to grieve as are you for her. I was told by my doctor that it was an important part of BC acceptance and in doing so getting ready for a treatment plan, care and conquering this disease. Sending you both and your mum Lv n Hugs. xxx
Been away a while as caught OH cold. Got the runny nose on Friday so have been extra tired. Chemo suite not worried as temp has stayed the same and still eating like a horse. Nurse had trouble again getting blood on day 10 but at least no phone call to say counts really low again. Only other thing is that random BC appointment I have for tomorrow. Will let you know what it was for when I get back. (Head still in sand). 
Mel - Your last nurse sounded awful. You probably got her because your nice and no-one else would. Dob her in and save other lovely patients such as yourself.
Karen1971 - Best wishes for tomorrow and you last chemo - Yaaaay. 
Amber - Best wishes for cycle 3 tomorrow and well done with the Race For Life.
Angie - Sorry to hear you still get the nausea. I’m a real baby with being feeling sick so your super brave in my book.
Pauline - How’s your dad getting on.
Philomena - Wear that tu tu with pride and best withes to the girls.
Moira - Am going to try the minted peas sounds lovely and my mint has just come up in the garden. Lv n Hugs to all. Sandy xxx
Fec-t cycle 2 day 11
Hi angels
Feeling nearly normal again, just sore mouth and thrush. Lots of energy today.
Amber - well done and an amazing amount of money. You might have inspired me to do a local race in July. Kim - so sorry to hear about your step sister. Hang in there - you will get through this. Remember crying is okay!
I have been wearing my wig for 7 hours today and it is not itchy or uncomfortable so my head has finally healed. Kept really cool when a neighbour complimented my new ‘hair’ style!
Wishing you all a se free eve.
Diggy wiggy
FEC T Cycle 2, day 12
Back to normal now I think, done a bit of work from home today and planning on a trip into the office next week to catch up with workmates (just 1 day)
Amber - well done lady, fantastic! good luck for no. 3 (nearly half way x)
Kim - what a nightmare, but do you know what, your stepsister is very lucky to have you as someone to lean on. You have been such an inspiration on here and really helpful and encouraging to everyone - she couldn’t be in better hands 
Angie - keep smiling girl 
Kate - hope all goes as well as it can x
Moira - Peas, pease pudding WTF??? Lol
Hope everyone is in good spirits, if a little sore…
Pauline xx
Sandy - I found out my random appointment which came through to see a consultant on 5 June is about Radiotherapy - apparently it’s a different consultant from your chemo Onc you see. Guess it will be an intro to the treatment plan etc.
Thanks for asking about my dad, his radio is finished now and his skin is clearing up really well. He is still eating very little and has lost 4 stone in last few months, which is a worry, but he was a big man to begin with so they dont seem too worried about that at the moment. He’ll get scans etc in a couple of weeks to see if the radio has helped - fingers crossed!!
Pauline xx
Kim
sorry to hear your stepsister has also got BC, hope you can put on your brave face for a few minutes, then have a cry together to show you understand how she feels, it will probably be a release for both of you.
Good luck to you both and I’m sure your mum will get through supporting you both even though it will be very very hard.
lots of virtual hugs on their way to you both
Kate
x
Sorry I ended multiple duplicate posts, wifi on the train was rubbish! I’m now home alone planning my week around chemo without any transport…friends are going to be taxi-ing me toa rom and luckil I can walk to shops…
hope you are all doing okay, I’m planning 36 hours resting now to recover from a dreadful weekend. My MIL is now bedridden and morphine almost constantly so I hope for her sake she doesn’t last too much longer…I wouldn’t want to in her state and I know she doesn’t want to continue but unfortunately we don’t live in Switzerland! 
Kate
x
Thank you all for your good wishes today.
Its all go for number 3 tomorrow, neuts were 2.62, can’t believe I’ll be half way through!
Lori - how are you, any changes to s/e on cycle 3
Philomena - you will look fab in a tutu, Diggy you should do the RFL the atmosphere is electric and inspiring
Angie - do hope you feel better soon
Pauline - good that your Dad’s finished his rads, it must be such a worry to see him lose so much weight hopefully he’ll get good soon
Kim - sorry your step sister finds herself in our club but Iam with Pauline on this one, you will be an inspiration to her as you have been to all of us, sending you both big hugs
Has anybody else got a cough? I’ve been plagued with one foe the last week and can’t shake it off, nurse said today it’s another s/e
Wishing you all minimal s/e and a good nights sleep xx
Karen and Barb good luck for tomorrow xx
fec cycle 2 day 6
captain chemo’s log - according to my diary from last time i should now be starting to come out of the doldrums, i have been asleep on and off for the whole 6 days so maybe tommorow is the eureka moment where i go ’ i feel normal again’.
so, i’m incredibly bored and hungry, i’m having a korma for tea ( should taste that) followed by the mandatory choc ices. my neck and shoulder pain is easing (mel A) thank goodness, my mouth is still very metallic and i do think someone has put a golf ball in my windpipe while i was sleeping. My lips are probably about to drop off, ive got lots of lip balm on and i’m a bit slippery. Is everyone getting a wee bit fed up with the s/e’s,
kate - hope you have lots of help, thinking of your family situation,
oops pressed the wrong button half way through…
kim - sorry to hear about your stepsister, but on a positive note, you will be able to give her first hand help, and of course we’re all here to help you too
digggywiggy - you deserve a medal - 7 hours in a wig!
Pauline - i ve got a a very random rads appointment too, to get booked in !! before the chemo finishes, in the queue for the next step eh?
hope we’re settling down again and the s/e’s are getting less …
angie xx
Hello all lookx like lots of people are half way through and thats really good news . Mum has onc tomorrow and hopefullyb2nd round of chemo on thursday . I cant believe what people are having to cope with i thought mum’s cancer n dad’s mini stroke was bad enough but so many people are having to cope with more than one lot of cancer in the family. Terrible. I suppose we dont know how strong we are till we are tested . kim and Paukine i hope your loved ones are coping with everything
. And yes i think mum is getting a bit fed up of mouth ulcers and lips that feel like they are falling off!
Barbara welcome ! my mum found shaving her head really upsetting but is getting on ok with scsrves bandanas and racquel ( we ve named her wig ! )
Have a good few days everyone take care keely xx
Evening Angels,
Sorry this blasted BC has got your stepsister, Kim. Your poor mum must be going through hell. And it’s true, it’s hard to watch someone else go through what we know already - the shock, the grief, the anguish… Stay strong x
Thinking of you too, Kate and Pauline. Not good times x
Hello JohnHenry, may I call you Barb? I know what you mean about the hair thing. I was quite resigned to the fact that I’d chosen not to do the cold cap and that my thin dyed hair wasn’t worth saving but when it came down to it I was pretty upset to say the least. It’s a week today since I clippered it off. Today I look like Uncle Fester. And I don’t need anyone else to say but you’ve got a nice shaped head. But at least I can look in the mirror without a shudder and it’s much quicker in the bath or shower and I’m very vain and even older than you! You’ll be ok x
Pauline, I can actually taste peas in all their forms. I’m also a fan of lentil soup and porridge and prunes. Luckily, we have a very old dog who I can blame when necessary but what else is a girl to do when she suffers constipation caused by the anti-sickness meds! Tonight I actually made a big pot of butternut squash and ginger soup - delish!
Philomena, we’re looking forward to the Matt Lucas in a tutu photos 
Hope everyone is on the mend in some way or other
Moira xxx
Big hugs to Kim, Kate and Pauline xxx
Angie - my neck and shoulder pain has eased too today. I definitely think it was an se as it really hurt to touch yesterday.
Evening ladies, love to catch up with you all at the end of the day.
so sorry Kim hearing your sad news,but with others in that your stepsister is very lucky having you.
I am now cycle 2 day 8! Like you all its been a mixed week with the s/e will hopefully be having a change of meds on next cycle. One thing I have noticed though is that although the inside of my mouth feels different, I have not have any soreness, ulcers etc. I am wondering if this has anything to do with the dUrophat 5000 that my dentist prescribed. I’ve not even needed mouthwash, perhaps this will help.
chemo brain is still alive and kicking, phoned my hairdresser to book my wig in for the FRIDGE to be cut. Three times I said it… Fortunetly she did a lovely job, but still prefer my scarves and hats. Saw my surgeon today and he thought I was practising for the notting hill carnival with my latest scarf. I’ve gone from all black to carribean.
anyone else wearing a night cap? Since loosing my hair I find my head gets really cold at night. Wore my night cap last night and woke up all warm and cosy this morning. Not the best looks but felt great.
Continued good luck you all Angels
Good luck for cycle 3 tomorrow Amber and well done on your race, amazing achievement considering what you are going through, a true inspiration!! Pauline, glad your dad is finished his treatment and have everything crossed for great results. Kim you and your family are truely being tested by this illness, all you can do is be there and as others have said you have the strength…you have been there for all of us and we will continue to be here for you and your step sister.
FEC-T Cycle 3 Day 6…I think!!!
Been having a pretty sh**ty time since Sat…same as before first extreme tiredness followed by those awful aches and pains and sickness. Had a bit of a meltdown moment this afternoon feeling so low but thankfully my OH was on hand to pick me up as always…I truely could not get through this without him and those magic hugs!!
I hope I may be on the mend now and try to shake the rest of se’s. I have to say though I am dreading cycle 4 starting on Docetaxel but have a couple of weeks to prepare…at least I can celebrate my birthday which happens to fall day before!!! Maybe drown my sorrows so much I wont be able to have it???
Thinking of you all and wishing you a peaceful se free time!
Love Lori xx