Sounds like a good day. I’m glad. We met my sister, her partner, her friend and her friends son, as they were nearby for the bank holiday. We had a lovely lunch, a walk, and went to a little slighty strange museum! Then came home, and I did the cleaning I’d been putting off all weekend. Seeing the man about the job tomorrow. My husband said he’s fine with whatever I want to do. He just wants me to be happy and nothing to stress me too much ( I may have to take up meditation lol). We saw his brother for dinner on the Saturday and i drank lots of red wine. Which reminded me I prefer myself when I don’t drink too much. I’m too honest at the best of times really don’t need additional filters removing haha trying to work on not being so self critical which I am sooo rubbish at. Natural default is that I’m stupid and I hate myself, which, when you write it down, sounds awful and a bit mad. And makes my mind spiral off into how cancer manifests itself… Oh dear haha it all sounds darker than I’m feeling. Do you always feel like you’ve got 20 things running through your head? X
I still haven’t got the ‘getting to sleep’ thing right. Hot flushes are no help to sleep.
Hope you enjoy your last three weeks before going back. It will fly by and then before we know it, it’s Christmas. Lol yikes. Thanks for the wishes feel shattered and fed up here so god knows whether I will be on form for later!! Hope you have a good day x
Yes thank you! I was just about to update you! Was so tired today when I saw him I just wittered on and was really open. He said have a think. I am quite excited but it’s still tempered by the scariness of leaving my comfort zone and the economic risk etc as the company is shaky lol x
The point is that the job is to help turn the business around. Tiny little company vs big secure Co lol.
I think if I don’t take it I won’t know…
Argj
Yes we would be ok for a bit. We can scrape through on his so it would be fine.
How’s your day been anyway?
Glad you got both rest and a run. Sounds good. X
Lol! It was a privately run museum that said it covered military history and stuff in an old prison, but really it had a few scary waxworks and some random bits and bobs but they were so lovely there it was fun!
Sounds like a good day. I have dithered and not rung the man about the job. I was very open and myself yesterday so they may have changed their minds (didn’t go into my mental thoughts about cancer returning because I change jobs though so that’s a bonus lol). Will call on the morning. Will get s firm offer then make final decision. Husband says I need to talk to my boss before giving my notice in out of courtesy but I think it might be weird. Hey ho life is full of horrible conversations x
That’s amazing re the footprint!
Thanks yes he is probably right. He is quite annoying like thst. I just think the new bloke meant that he will do the formal offer if I want to go ahead but of course I can’t tell current work til I have it in writing if that makes sense? Argh need to actually get some sleep tonight so my brain works tomorrow x
Thanks for listening. You are fab xxx
Quick update I’ve asked him to scope put the offer. It will be in a week or so as he’s on hols so that gives me some time to breathe! Feel happier but like it’s moving forward. How’s you?
I have just got back from accupuncture and I think it has really helped me with the whole hot flush thing. That is not to stay they have stopped completely. Also it is like a mini counselling session each time. I love it. Not cheap though! Very indulgent day hair done this morning and accupuncture this afternoon lovely weekend so far! Had a fab evening at a friends for dinner last night, they were amazing hosts so have no clue how much I drank lol as they kept topping up. Hopefully I wasn’t too annoying! Always have post drink worries that I go on too much!! I have never got a Chillow but heard they are good.you will have to give me a review when you get it. Hope it’s not getting you down too much? Xx
My friend had a magnet and said it worked for her! It’s worth trying different things til you find something that works for you. Makes you feel like there’s some semblance of control in it all. Sounds like a long day. I’ve just been watching strictly! Hope you make it through your long day x
Need to catch up with bakeoff. My husband has a no reality TV stance but has accepted that strictly and bakeoff are non negotiable lol.
Are you really struggling babe? Xx
Yeah and when you’re used to sleeping it’s awful! I have never been able to sleep well again and it’s nearly four years since I finished. Sorry that’s not really going to cheer you up is it? The accupuncture has really helped though. Definitely feels like I get more sleep now.Sounds fab re the cakes I’m jealous! I think I have got less artistic over the years! Did the boys have a good day? Xx
That’s fab! Glad they had fun although mildly hypothermic is a bit worrying lol! How was sleeping? X
Second part of the message came through.
Running sounds good.
I’ve been to a pottery cafe for my friends bday. Was lots of fun. No you didn’t tell me about the goats! How cool!! X
Oh my gosh I have always wanted donkeys!!! Soo jealous…
Pottery cafe was just painting not throwing but fun xx
I did a star plate. God knows why! Might give it to my sister if it’s not too bad lol
Why do you think you felt sick? Something you ate or after effects?
The donkeys sound fab
Oh bless you. It’s rotten when you cant sleep. I think the other reason we don’t sleep as well is because we can’t cuddle any more as Im too damn hot! Have you spoken to your nurse? I’m in bed already watching cold feet! X
Argh! Hope it gets there soon xxx xx