Hi Everyone.
quite upset reading all the hurt you are all going through. Frustrated that I cant actually DO something to help.
Lily sorry to hear all your cr@p, you come across as an amazing lady, always concerned for everyone else and believe it or not, your sence of humour always shines through, whether you are aware of that or not!!! Good luck with appt with onc. today, will be thinking of you.
Joanne, know what you mean about friends… to have or not to have! It takes up a lot of much needed energy to keep everyone happy, you find yourself more concerned for them, trying to be up when you really arent up to it. often I prefer my own small corner of the world, like a little mole, gone to ground. I have two old dogs, they keep me company and take me as I am. They do get me up a couple of times in the night now though, toilet visits, gets to us all in the end!!! I can now get out of bed, go downstairs, let them out, go back to bed… and still have my eyes closed, good or what!!! Just nobody move the furniture… A friend and I took them to a pet shop last week. They have a small shower room on the side where you can take your dogs and wash them yourself. Brilliant. They provide shampoo, combs, towels etc. Dog hair up the walls, floor, sides etc. It was a battle to see if I could get the towels over the dogs before they managed to shake and shower me, oh joy…It was great to shut the door on the mess, worth paying 9 pounds for 2 dogs! Now they are leaving bits of fluffy hair all over the carpets, think they are coming out in sympathy… bless them???
Re money probs, have you been to citizens advice. Phone them and make an appt. to see someone re debts etc and take all your paperwork with you. Also (if over 50) Age concern have someone to talk to re benefits etc. Dont do anything with house until you have all the facts. Do you know if you are on all the benefits that you are ENTITLED to. ? Also my cancer dept. has someone from benefits who goes there once a week n we can make appt to see her. Does yours do this?
Nicky, I also love watching the Olympics, have been quite sporty myself, ran Dublin marathon at 46,(now 52 and couldnt catch a bus…) can sympathise with their pain and have a small understanding of what they have gone through to get where they are. Cant wait for them to begin. I will be behind our people all the way, even if its on my bed, chocs, biscuits, crisps at side, (unless its the 1st week after chemo!)…
Take care, wish my thoughts could work miracles,
2nd chemo of 8 on 14th, way to go but on the right track
Chris x