Hi BC babes
Well what a terrible day yesterday. I went to bed after being at the hospital and woke up in the early hours in a puddle, the wound had leaked AGAIN. I put it down to all that prodding and poking at clinic lol. I was just so hacked off, I had had a really bad night the night before and ended up on the settee for the rest of the night again. Consequently felt awful yesterday. I had tickets to go and see Paul Potts (remember the opera guy who won Britain’s Got Talent?) and I had bought them months ago and was taking a friend for a birthday treat for her. Thankfully by the evening I was able to stagger off the settee and we did both really enjoy it. I do think that the shock of facing chemo didn’t sink in at first, it has just done so. I feel much better today after a reasonable sleep and have phoned the hairdresser, she is going to come and shave my head (I would rather be in control of the hair loss) and I have ordered my headgear.
Shonagh: thanks for your good wishes, we will just have to see what happens with you now. The onc said to me that if he treated 100 women with chemo then only 10 would get a discernible benefit from it, but he didn’t know if I was in that 10. I said if it was your daughter what would you say and he said he would tell her to go for it. In the end it was my choice and I think it might be yours too?
Dyzee Glad you are in touch with work, it will make you feel more connected to the outside world, I have already found that a problem, this BC has taken over my life. When is the next chemo? Is your husband home tomorrow?
Julie Sorry to hear that you are low, honey I don’t want to interfere but do keep an eye on your temperature, they have already told me it is serious if you get an infection on chemo and they like to zap them straightaway. Sorry about your hair, I think it must be one of the most distressing things about this bl**dy disease, that’s why I am having mine shaved first.
Dear Dilys How are you doing? It is strange to think of us all on different parts of this path, just as you swan off on your much deserved hol, I will be coming up for air after my first chemo. Had some lovely news yesterday, Mum phoned and said that she wanted to pay for me and my husband to have a little hol after all my treatments, whoo hoo, that will be something to aim for.
Maddy and Wendy love to you both and hope things are getting better
Love to all
Louise