February 2026 chemo starters

Some weird observations :rofl:

So, I had first lumpectomy on 2.12.25, followed by two further surgeries to achieve clear margins. My armpit was completely numb which is the weirdest sensation ever.

Anyone tried shaving a numb armpit….it’s weird, right?

Secondly, the numbness is fading, but with it I am getting more stabby shooting pains! I assume this is all part of healing process but bloody annoying.

Thirdly, Went for a shower this morning and I was freezing. As I got undressed and about to jump in, I caught myself in the mirror and was covered in goose bumps except for a couple of patches across my boob which had no goosebumps whatsoever. Weird side effects from surgery that I can’t show anybody but found very amusing :rofl::rofl::rofl:

@vizsla_mum i had a mastectomy and lymph node removal 2 weeks before your lumpectomy and had exactly the same experience with numb armpit. Mine still isn’t right though I agree it’s slightly less numb than before. Completely weird when you shave it, yes!! And also I’m having more stabbing and jabbing all around that area. I believe it’s the nerve damage caused by surgery slowly healing itself. I still have almost no feeling at all across my scar.

Easy to forget about all that stuff when you’re in the throes of chemo :zany_face:!

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I’m not sure if my scars are numb, can’t really bring myself to touch anything yet. It still freaks me out a bit. :face_vomiting:

One day you’re fine, the next day your nipples are in a different place!! :face_vomiting::rofl:.

Both boobs have been ā€˜tampered with’ but the scars are mostly round edge of nipples. Everything just looks a bit abnormal but not really happy with the result but I’ll just need to get used to it. Still lots of healing to be done and I’ve still to go through rads, which can again alter things.

Appreciate the efforts of the NHS, this is not a dig at them :blush:

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I’ve found mastectomy scar has been proper zingy again since the chemo but it’s alright, haven’t attempted to shave so currently looking like a cave woman! I haven’t them since November :flushed_face::rofl: im hoping the chemo will sort them out!

I have been massaging my scar and using a silicone gel and my scar is looking decent, i saw an nhs physio a couple of weeks ago and she gave my scar a right old massage so ive been less squeamish about it since and I see her again just before my second chemo, shes great, advice anyone to seek out physio if you’ve still not got your full movement :+1:xxx

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I have experienced the same, numbness and I get the stabbing pains. I’ve started to massage the Moogoo Udder Cream into my scars and ithe area is numb. It’s such a strange feeling.

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Glad you guys get it. It’s not a feeling you can really explain to someone.

A bit like the biopsies. Fecking awful, but you can’t really explain them :rofl:

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Its freaky! Straight after the op it is the weirdest sensations right down to your elbow, im completely numb at the top of the scar.

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Wow so glad it’s not just me! It’s so weird, all the numbness. And you’re total right about the biopsies @vizsla_mum :zany_face:. I tried to explain them to a few people but I think unless you’ve had one you can’t begin to imagine…

Coincidentally I’ve just booked a scar massage this coming week with a lovely female sports masseuse I know. I have almost my full range of movement so don’t think I need physio (I’m pretty good doing my exercises and I also do Pilates which definitely helps), but the scar does pull and jab and feel tight so I thought a massage might help. I’m not very good at doing it to myself (I get bored :joy:). Good to know others have used massage successfully too :+1:.

I second that @vizsla_mum My second biopsy which was a vacuum assisted one which was worst than my mastectomy :grimacing: i screamed the place down! They wanted 6 biopsies from my tiny boob!

The scar massage feels great @sam1204 the physio said i was doing amazing but because of the kind of races I do ( a lot of monkey bar type rigs and rings and getting over 8 foot walls) Im still tight across the scar when I try that full retraction back so im going to keep going as it helps xxx

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@ariella that sounds horrendous

It was, my boob was black until they removed it! :face_vomiting:

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Having flashbacks. The mag seed in my lymph node was also horrendous :rofl::rofl:

Exactly same here. Very small boob, clamped in a mammogram machine, me lying on my side, local anaesthetic didn’t work properly and they took several biopsies. Sounded like a machine gun! Felt like hell! Was very bruised till they took it all away. Definitely more painful than the surgery.

Yes in terms of arm movement the main thing I can’t do is fully stretch my arm above my head when lying on my back. Hoping with a bit of massage it’ll loosen off. Was back to doing decent weight training and Pilates before chemo…..am determined to try to keep it up even if it’s just once a week (assuming I’m able to avoid the crowds at the gym and minimise infection risk :crossed_fingers:).

Am surprised how good my energy levels are (so far). Steroids must have worn off as I slept well last night and did another decent walk this morning. Long may it last :heart_eyes:. Hope everyone else is having a good day xx

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Still traumatised from the biopsy, it was so painful and half my boob was bruised for ages afterwards. Awful.

I had a lumpectomy and full lymph node removal and had similar weird sensations while the nerves were repairing themselves. After that I had a mastectomy and the other day had a phantom itchy nipple :rofl:

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I’ve never liked touching my nipples. I think I’d feel the same about a phantom nipple! :rofl:

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@sam1204 get a bit of nhs physio honest to god i felt amazing after first session, i had about 40 mins with her and im back again on the 17th just before 2nd chemo on the 19th. I came across a crossfit woman on Instagram who has been incredible and she said get as much physio as you can nhs and/or private and im so glad I have, got my first reformer pilates booked for Tues night! She only has 4 beds so I can chill without worrying about picking up anything xxx

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Hysterical :rofl::rofl::rofl:xxx

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@sam1204 ive sent you a message if thats ok :heart:

I know exactly what you mean, but o had to scratch the other one to make it stop :zany_face:

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