Oh Maggy, I really feel for you, you are having a very hard time, with no support from your husband. I hope this site brings you some comfort. I am lucky i have a wonderful partner who gives me lots of support, I have some to spare which I send to you. Don’t hesitate to chat if you feel like it. Lots of hugs 
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This is the time to concentrate on US.
I feel for you, I really do but you need to take time out for you. Forget the b… and concentrate on you and getting well. We’ve all been there at some time and you need to forget about anything that went before and now concentrate on YOU. I know I was dx 6 months after my dad died. My mum is 86, blind and has just had a hip fracture. Time is precious.
All that matters is what’s happening NOW. BC. Concrentrate on you. I’m 5 years out and have had my fill of problems. Look after yourself…