Hi
(smiley face force of habit really not relevant today) I had an appointment at the breast clinic today after my one nipple had become inverted. After surviving the mammograms - and ultra sound, it turned out that the nipple inversion was duct ecstasia but that theyād made an incidental discovery of microcalcification that was a concern and I needed a biopsy. While they would normally have done this in one day, because they needed to do the biopsy with the mammogram Machine and due to being in use I was made an appointment for a week from today. I was gutted for loads of reasons obviously and a bit freaked, but also I have to get 2 buses for an hour and a half - loads of stressing and melting down time (even today I accidentally took 3 paravetemol because I was so stressed!) I had actually been more concerned about the mammogram than anything else before my appointment, now I know whatās involved with this type of biopsy Iām Terrified. It sounds like torture - Iām worried Iāll faint or vomit or both
but of course itās worrying what the results will be. It sounds stupid but I already felt the consultant was looking g at me like she already felt sorry for me and like something horrible was coming. I donāt know how Iām going to mentally last the week till the biopsy then the week till the results. Even typing about it my heartās racing. I donāt even know what I expect posting on here really. Maybe itās because I donāt tend to talk more than I have to about it to family and friends and I definitely donāt show Iām struggling if I can help it but I am - already. I just feel like Iām a state of head fog. Iāve heard some of these mammogram biopsies are done with you lying face down. I donāt think I could handle that. Iām
Just terrified Iāll get to the clinic next week and run back out again. Sorry for the waffle.