Well, I finally had my first session, sneaking it right before the month ended, on Friday.
Day one was rough. The journey was horrendous. There were admin problems - scheduling and communication - but quickly resolved. Physically it was easy and I knew what to expect. Luckily the arm position is currently comfortable enough. I wasn’t with my assigned team, but this team was polite and professional if a little brusque and dismissive. I was already pretty well informed, but they skipped the information meeting and didn’t have any advice for looking after myself during treatment, and now I vaguely feel there are things I should know that I don’t. I think it all just got very real again, in a way that had faded since my WLE, SNB and follow up.
I felt very overwhelmed about midway through the treatment, quite disoriented in space, and I couldn’t keep a few tears from rolling down into my ears during the rest of the session. Luckily I have a friend quite near the hospital so I was able to break my journey, stop for a coffee and put myself back together.
Side effects-wise, the treated breast was almost immediately warm to the touch and slightly pink, slightly stingy. By the next day, the nipple was quite sore at times. I’m currently finding it more comfortable to be in a soft bra than bare, because it’s sore tho I don’t have any chaffing, but gravity is cruel and causes some throbbing, and the occasional sting. I had two days off and things improved a little.
Day 2 was entirely different. The journey was okay. There was a queue for parking but I had time and the team looking after the car park were so organised and efficient. I was with my assigned team and they were lovely and answered the questions that hadn’t been properly addressed on Friday. The breast is a little pinker, and back to the same soreness as Day 1.
Today was simple and smooth, I was feeling positive. Poor breast is pinker again, as is the nipple. I’ve made some fresh aloe soaked cloths and put them in the fridge. I have some Biafine that helped a lot on Sunday, before I learned I can’t use anything with paraffin during the treatment. Luckily I’d washed it off before the session. I’m looking forward to using it once I’m done. In the meantime, cold aloe compresses will do the trick. Other than the nipple, it’s about as sore as a fairly bad sunburn. I don’t know if I’m fatigued because I’m not sleeping well. Either way, I’m moderately knackered, but without the draginess of fatigue.
How is everyone doing? Side effects? Finished your RT course or counting down the days?
Kelly xoxo