Sick to back teeth of… Having had cancer, not knowing if I still have cancer, hoping I don’t still hVe cancer, having a sore right arm and thinking that that’s cancer, having sore ribs and thinking that’s cancer, victoria and David beckham expecting their fourth child and being so perfect planned well healthy life type people when I can’t , being jealous of people getting pregnant and having big familes, writing on this thread about being jealous about people having bAbies, being hung up about having another baby .
Going from being roasted alive to being frozen alive!!!
Hot flushes and night sweats mean I have to change the bedding more and change my pjs more often which means more b****y washing!!!
Feeling chilled to the core of my soul and not being able to warm up then my body deciding that its going to make me throw my clothes off and wish that I could fit inside the fridge!!! For crying out loud body get the temp control sorted will ya!!!
Sick of trying to decipher the f*****g paperwork that has been sent to me about NHS pensions and being pressured into choosing which pension I want with a fast approaching deadline!!! Why can’t the people who write these p**y things make them easy to understand ffs!!! Yes I might have been to university and yes I can spell ridiculously long medical words but I cannot and I repeat cannot understand anything to do with f*****g pensions or b****y financial jargon!!! Good grief!
sick of being up at 3 in the morning cause after 3 op boob still leaking had to get up to change dressing, hosp appointments this bloody cancer, new boob, wishing i had got implant instead of diep, glad i didnt get implant, wish i had gone the full hog and been healed now did i mention hosp app
Sick of feeling the way I do !!!
sick of not wanting to do anything or go out…
Sick of wanting what I can’t have…ie move back to the UK!!!
Sick of waking up and thinking I’m still here then!!!
Sick of being this emotional wreck, running and hiding in the bathroom in tears…
Sick of not having any confidence…
Sick of looking like a bloody beach whale Tweenie…
And sick of not feeling better anymore after a good moan…
Sick of my fave black skinny jeans not fitting at all this morning… sick of the fact that my balding head has miraculously also given me a double chin that wasn’t there two months ago… sick of the fact that it might well be chocolate and christmas rather than chemo and steroids…
Sick of my bloated belly post FEC2 and constipation… and sick almost literally when took magnesium laxative white thick gloop to try to sort it out this morning.
Will be even sicker if laxative gloop decides to start working when we’re out shopping…
…Holly Wallaby (Dancing on Ice)'s cleavage. Does she have to parade quite so much of it, practically rubbing it in the faces of those of us who no longer have a cleavage. She has swishy hair too, and she’s preganant - which I know hurts others on here.
Hard to believe I never had an opinion about her before.
Tors - you think Victoria B has a healthy lifestyle?
Bird - ditto re pension and finances and I’ve retired. We always take the lazy option and ask a friend who was a tax accountant - I didn;t know there were such things. Everytime we ask him and his wife financial questions, they get excited about ‘challenges’ I just want to curl up with a gd book and a malt whisky.
Triphazard - hope the shopping expedition went uneventfully! Weak bladder is my prob and worse when I have so many layers to take down.
Nottsgirl - any cleavage!!! And they’re everywhere. I never noticed them before - even Mrs Nasty the surgeon flashes hers or wears the occasional lace modesty vest.
I have been spared chemo or, at least, took the view that the statistics the onc quoted for someone with my BC and age, the suffering wasn’t worth it.
Stick on in there - I’m sending you all positive thoughts.
My profile on here going awol and no one can fix it grrrr.lost all my contacts, some of my messages and all of my profile! will not even let me put my cow pic back on…
Feeling like I have two ticking time bombs inside me. Fed up with waiting to find out when appendix will be removed and if/when chemo will continue.
Also why don’t I know how to post a pic. (even if the gremlins then remove it). I guess I could find out if I wasn’t too idle to look into it. Hope you get all your messages etc back LiF.
Had second Zol infusion last week, the first left me aching all over for three weeks, the second, hay no pain I’m ok this time I thought, but oh no, this afternoon a little pain came to visit, liked it and is now planning to stay the evening, trouble is the painkillers I’ve got say no booze, humm, no booze or painkillers, humm! Still deciding that one!
What’s a zol infusion? Am hoping it’s not zoladex as I need that if/when my periods return and it sounds awful. Hugs to you. Xxxx
am still sick of the beckhams. I agree, on reflection she isn’t a paradigm of good health, but she does have a large family and I am jealous. Not as jealous of wally hillaby ( :-)). She us only having her second baby now. Is acceptable to me. Unless it’s a twin pregnancy, then she’s on my envy list.
sick to my back teeth of wigs…
finished chemo in September (started in April and bald since then) and only have a few milimeters…
Also - why is it too hot in the summer wearing a wig, but in the winter it doesn’t keep you warm?
Marguerite
Sick of the amount of sleep I still need even though chemo has finished and I feel great!!! I think I must sleep as much as a baby for crying out loud!! Its annoying me cuz there is lots I want to do!! I now feel really good and feel pretty much like myself and want to get on especially with some exercise to lose some, lets make that alot, of this chemo weight!! But tiredness is getting in the way! Irritation!!!
Which leads onto me being sickk of not being able to fit into any of my fab clothes!! I get more and more annoyed cuz I have social functions to attend and wearing the same stuff over and over is getting boring!!!