would it make that much difference missing last 3 zaps??

Well done Clare! You’ve done really well xxx

Well done Clare, Brilliant that you were able to finish your rads and better still that they are done now. Hope you are celebrating tonight (actually thinking back, I felt as though I ought to be pleased but was so shell shocked and shattered that the elation took a couple of days to register). Anyway, enjoy and well done you xx

Well done, give yourself a huge pat on the back. You deserve it.

PWC got it completely right with the amputation comment. Having to go through any BC treatment is tough stuff and wobbles are almost inevitable. Next time you have to go to the hospital, give that car park barrier a mental middle finger and say “ha! You can’t beat me that easily ! I am stronger than that!”

Well done.

Aww thanks all, and no elinda i was not upset by your comment, it was just the one comment that hurt and annoyed me and being told i have an attitude!! Nice! I know everyone else meant well and just wanted to get me back on track.

I am a happy bunny now, didnt think id ever get to the end but i did despite a few tears and tantrums.

I went out for a meal and to the theatre last night that my friends had arranged and paid for as my end of treatment treat and had a lovely time. My head is in a good space now, my life has been saved (hopefully) and i intend to make the most of it. I will do my utmost not to be brought down by the bad thoughts and intend not to stress about the little things in life

Anyway have waffled on now, best wishes to you all x

Hi Clare

Wow, how I admire you! In fact, I admire all of your coping so well with what you have been through, and are still going through.

I’m 4 weeks since WLE and SLNBs, not for chemo, seeing Oncologist in 3 days time, for 3wks + booster(s) and Tamoxifen. I’m not looking forward to it at all. I can see myself feeling like you, Clare, after just the first day!!! I do suffer with depression too and have a problem with such frustrations so I suspect I will be like a volcano on many occasions! :wink:

You were so brave to vent so articulately (?) but I suspect it did you so much good. I will bookmark this thread for the times I need reminding that you all have been through it, and worse!

Thanks so much, all of you, for your support. It’s amazing.

Wishing you all the best
Cheers