Hi all.
Had first treatment of FEC on Tuesday, not too bad and aside from headaches and light senitivity which has made me very tired (although been wide awake since 2am) I can honestly say that I don’t feel at all yuckie - at the moment, have been warned that Friday could be the day as steroids will have worn off but forewarned is forearmed they say so have planned a nice dog walk - hopefully neighbour will join me - weather permitting. The GPs’ I work for have said that this years screening has detected a lot of BC and I know of 2 others dx in the same month as me. Have decided that I can’t cope with cold capping again as the pain for me was awful and I would spend the week leading up to it stressing about it and I think we have enough to cope with.
By the way can anyone tell me how their OHs’ are coping? Mine has been an absolute rock, worryingly so as I felt that he was possibly in denial and I was right! I’m having my chemo at home and when I was hooked up to drip and having drug injected he looked into room like a wounded puppy he came in a couple of times but couldn’t stay (daughter was there so he didn’t feel he had to). This evening he got very emotional and said that it made him realise that after all the delays it was real and he hated seeing me conected up and feeling helpless especially as I was so calm about it all. He won’t speak to anyone, son is the best one as he is 31 and an absolute star but he works for hubby and OH doesn’t want to mix 2 things - macho or what?!?
Anyway rambled on enough. Thanks for all support.
Maureen